struggling

I need to find someting positive today.

Some really good news that reminds me
of happier times.

I might be falling apart here.

Unravelling from the inside.

Perhaps it's karma from a past life,

or maybe I've hit my expiration date.

It's too much today, too much.

At least a cold front is on its way :)

70's this weekend!

Maybe fall is finally here!!!

photo from: http://wrightlairdcasting.com/html/fall-leaves.jpg

Biiiirthday!

Happy Birthday to me and

everyone else born today!!!

job fail

I didn't get the job.

Robin says that they probably re-hired

someone that they had to lay off earlier

in the year.

I emailed the principal and said thank you

and to keep me in mind.

She said she would and that she enjoyed

our interview...

I thought it went really well :(

Although I do need to find a way to stop

my voice from shaking.

I didn't even feel that nervous,

but my voice betrays me.

I've applied to 5 more so far this morning.

I'm really very nervous about giving my

presentation in my class. I think

I'm going to see if she will let me give it

as a video - so I don't have to be there.

ugh nothing I hate more than presentations.

ok - back to the hunt.

K.

* awwww

Sweetest thing ever! The article said she
wouldn't leave her dad's side even after
they were called to "fall in".
It said that not even the officers had the
heart to tell her she had to leave. :(
So so sad.

I heard that 40,000 more troops have been requested. I don't think 40,000 more lives are worth it. But maybe I just don't know what's going on well enough. But I don't think it is... My thoughts are perpetually with the troops and their families - Thank you...

K.

Fingers Crossed - Interview

I had my interview with

the school this morning!

It's for an aide position,

9 -1pm Mon.-Fri..

Perfect for me!

I'm really really hoping I

get this job.

It will relieve so much

undue stress...

at least I hope it will :)

So they told me that I would

be working for two hours in the library in the morning,

and then for two hours in the caf. at lunch time.

Sounds easy enough. I actually hope they

give me more responsibilities than just that though.

Perhaps with time.

I'm also trying to get an internship, with the school

psychologist that Robin works with. However,

they don't generally give undergrads internships.

She thinks that they might let me sit in on some EEP

meetings - which we just happened to learn about in

my Tests and Measures class last week.

Doctors appointment this afternoon :(,

however my mom is taking me shopping

when she gets off for my birthday!!!

4 days!

Keep your Fingers Crossed for me!!!

"What a beautiful morning, what a beautiful day"

feeling good today :)
not sure why lol

stressful things coming up
midterm today

interview tomorrow
doctors appt. tomorrow

etc...

but I'm not worried

I kinda feel like I don't

need to stress about it

like something might actually

work out? :)

not to jinx it !!!

also,

possibly Disney on Monday!

for my Birthday!!

22!

Have a beautiful day!

K.

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USF drama

Lockdown at the Tampa
campus this afternoon!
I've been getting alert texts
since about 2pm this afternoon,
apparently there were two separate
and unrelated people detained.

One guy apparently had a gun and
threatened a bombing at the Library.
Another guy, was apparently wearing
a wife beater, a cowboy hat, and carrying
a black puppy and a hunting knife.
Odd.

Anyway, they caught the first
guy on the Bull Runner ( bus system )
and they detained the second guy.

http://news.aol.com/article/university-of-south-florida-locked-down/703656


On a totally unrelated note,
Jon Gosselin is a huge asshole.
He totally deserves all the bad
karma coming his way. He made
this his fault. Ugh.
Jon Gosselin - you make me sick.

Up side of today?
I got a job interview!!!
Thursday morning :)
wish me luck!

K.

amazing kid

Jonathan E. McCoy. This little boy is amazing. And he's right. This word needs to disappear completely, from everyone's vocabulary. I hope my children never hear this word.

http://www.bvblackspin.com/2009/09/29/jonathan-mccoy/?icid=mainmaindl3link3http%3A%2F%2Fwww.bvblackspin.com%2F2009%2F09%2F29%2Fjonathan-mccoy%2F

Jonathan says:
"I'm sending a message to everyone who knowingly or ignorantly uses this word to describe our people, whether you're a gangster rapper who uses it to communicate with your boys, or someone who looks down on us who haven't got a college education," said the pint-sized orator. "Whatever the case, it's time to discontinue the use of this word. It is implausible that 40 years after the assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., we still use this word that holds no worth in our lives nor our future."

thanks AOL and of course Jonathan E. McCoy

...

- consequences -

interesting concept,

no?

grrr :(

GAHHHHHHHHH!

I'm so so so frustrated.
this situation is not
getting any better.

In fact, it's getting worse.
veiled insults flying
left and right.
Some of them
could knock you down.
Watch out.

I'm tired of the lies.
I'm tired of the
awkwardness.
I'm tired of all of this
ridiculousness.

Gah.

K.

still looking for a job,
btw.