Saturday, May 29, 2010

"The sunflower is mine, in a way"

van Gogh - Sunflowers 1888

flowers, catchy beats, and adventures
are the way to my heart

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Feels like regression.

'war tactics, they make me sick
reel in your heart run away with it'

I wonder if my name conflicts with my astro sign;
maybe that's why
I feel two very distinct and very different paths
that my life could potentially follow.


I forgot who I was for a minute.

I'm back together now,
and I get the feeling you don't know me
as well as you'd like to think.

You're playing a dangerous game.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I have a lot of things to say,
all of which I'm too afraid to write down.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I should have listened

“Intuition is the clear conception of the whole at once.”                       Johann Kaspar Lavater 

My professor asked me once what I thought intuition was,
I told him I thought it was an unconscious thought process
resulting from our equally unconscious perceptions of the situation and those surrounding us.

I don't know why I never listen to my intuition.
Probably for fear of rocking the boat and assuming too much.
Pat has always told me that you can't know a person
based on a single action.
My experience has lead me to disagree.

La Roma

who wants to move here with me?

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that's 869 emails in case you can't see it clearly

Saturday, May 8, 2010

'close my eyes whenever I want to'

Awhile ago, I wrote about how frustrating
my dreams were.

I've just realized
that I haven't had a faceless dream
in close to two weeks,
and that my anxiety level
has dropped off drastically.
Must be the weather ;)

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

"Here is the deepest secret nobody knows.

Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
Which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide.
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart."
                                    - E.E. Cummings